<?xml version="1.0" encoding="iso-8859-1"?><rss version="1.0"><channel><title>Diary of Tanu Paliwal</title><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/</link><description>Diary of Tanu Paliwal</description><language>en-us</language><item><title>Eternal</title><description><![CDATA[<P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=6>While looking outside the window I see the blue vast sky,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=6>chiling wind is blowing n it touches me the way I feel shy.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=6>The birds r singing n my heart is dancing inside</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=6>but the sound of breaking dreames also playing melodies behind</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=6>Seen many seasons heard many reasons but the truth cant be denied</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=6>I have been left alone and what I grief I feel cant be defined</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=6>The inner voice echoes inside in a melancholic tone,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=6>there r only three words abt life that is true -"it goes on".</FONT></STRONG></P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home6/661/9df192ab3c28e45c98616c804cff2d93/homep/images/1218701784">]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 14 Aug 2008 12:28:05 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/08/14/Eternal-1.html</link></item><item><title>broken wings</title><description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#009900 size=5>outside u c me smilin n floatin thrgh each day a little tried a little lean but ovrall ok bt u cant hear my anguished thoughts that surface me evry nite they haunt me,plaque me,torment me til I m too weak to fite n next day wen I come outside wid deeply shadowed eyes I smile,laugh n speak on cue livin a pack of lies</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#009900 size=5>A silent scream echoes inside reaction to my lie til wid no warning it erupts I crumble down n cry</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#009900 size=5>come find me help me make it stop,no keep out go away           for if u come I hav no control ovr the words I say</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#009900 size=5>Cant u hear my silent scream decipher wat I hide so com n ask me wat is rong com sit down by my side</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#009900 size=5>if nothing else then plz read thrgh this tangled web I weavefor u r really not the one I m tryin to decieve</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#009900 size=5>help me I dont no wat I want I hav lost my guiding light plz hold me let me cry n tel me tat some how u will make it rite</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#009900 size=5>perhaps deep down I no wats rong wat keeps me up awake wat is the source of all my tears n everthere heartache bt not yet can I face it or may b I just wont plz sum1 help me undrstnd God only nos I dont</FONT></P>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 11 Aug 2008 13:32:17 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/08/11/broken-wings-1.html</link></item><item><title>Thoughts on life</title><description><![CDATA[<P><STRONG><FONT size=6>What is life?</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>Useless,wasteful,daily strife?</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>U may venture to guess its meaning </FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>But find it quite dishearting</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>Is it something to fear?</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>why should we,when no one from beyond the grave is here?</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>or is it just a brief interlude</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>From the warm secure womb</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>to the dark tomb?</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>and wat is love?</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>Is it a blessing frm heaven above?</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>it began with Adam and eve when they fell in love.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>Was it a trick of fate?</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>or was there just no one else to mate?</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>today's world when love is bought and sold</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>holds no place for a creature bearing a heart of gold.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>I found no answers,not a single one</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>to there questions worth king Solomon</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>at  last I realised,weakened in my resolve,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6>Life is mystery to be lived not a problem to be solved</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT size=6></FONT></STRONG> </P>]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 19 Mar 2008 19:53:06 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/19/Thoughts-on-life-1.html</link></item><item><title>Losted in the havoc of life</title><description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4>Losted in the world of devils,losted in the night of evils</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4>But the voice of my heart shouts loudly there will be pleasure</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4>The day r full of darkness and night r like nightmare</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4>But the shining sun in the sky ask me to wake up and and to dare</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4>dare to face any situation as they r the testing time</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4>so pace up with the </FONT><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4>speed of life and never should be left behind.</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4>Try to live the life as it come</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4>because losting in the havoc of life is easy but finding urself is tough.</FONT></P><P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4></FONT> </P><P><FONT color=#cc33cc size=4></FONT> </P>]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 18 Mar 2008 16:27:28 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/18/Losted-in-the-havoc-of-life.html</link></item><item><title>Only One</title><description><![CDATA[<P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>There is only one caste</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>The caste of 'Humanity'</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>there is only one religion</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>The religion of 'Love'</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>there is only one commandement</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>the commandement of 'Truthfulness'</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>there is only one law</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>The law of 'Cause' &amp; 'Effect'</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>there is only one God</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>the 'Omnipotent','Omnipresent'&amp;'Omniscient' Lord</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>there is only one language</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#00cccc size=4>The language of 'Heart' </FONT></STRONG></P>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 14 Mar 2008 18:36:20 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/14/Only-One-1.html</link></item><item><title>I Remember U</title><description><![CDATA[<P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>I remember u</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>On chilly mornings,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>When on one such morning</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>I found u lying beside me.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>I remember u</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>On hot cripsy days,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>When on one such day</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>We shared our thoughts and feelings.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>I remember u</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>On cool,youthful evenings,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>When on one such evening We sang to praise for each other.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>I remember u</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>On frosty nights,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>When on one such nights</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>We hav met each other.</FONT></STRONG></P>]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 12 Mar 2008 17:03:36 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/12/I-Remember-U-1.html</link></item><item><title>Reality</title><description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#3333ff size=5><STRONG>Its takes less time to do a thing right than to explain why u did it wrong.</STRONG></FONT></P><P><FONT color=#3333ff size=5><STRONG>Take care to get wat u like or u will be forced to like wat u get.</STRONG></FONT></P><P><FONT color=#3333ff size=5><STRONG>Minds are not conquered by arms but by love and generosity.</STRONG></FONT></P><P><FONT color=#3333ff size=5><STRONG>Wat u think of urself is much more important than wat others think of u.</STRONG></FONT></P><P><FONT color=#3333ff size=5><STRONG>Real enemy of man is his mind and thoughts.</STRONG></FONT></P><P><FONT color=#3333ff size=5><STRONG>There is nothing so bad and so dangerous in life as Fear.</STRONG></FONT></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#3333ff size=5>Everything can be sacrificed for truth but truth cannt be sacrificed for anything.</FONT> </STRONG></P>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 10 Mar 2008 16:30:57 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/10/Reality-1.html</link></item><item><title>Can Truth Ever Decieve?</title><description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4><STRONG><EM>The world Is not as it looks or sounds Where feelings of pleasure or joy abound;</EM></STRONG></FONT></P><P><STRONG><EM><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>It's the plain of fury and pain Thats extends from the royal street to the lane.</FONT></EM></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><EM><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>Life Is not always as one seeks Where sucess seldom happiness breeds;</FONT></EM></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><EM><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>It's the valley deep n wide Where failures make emotions slide.</FONT></EM></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><EM><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>Death Is not easeful sleep But cycles of suffering and sorrows deep;</FONT></EM></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><EM><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>It's the night,for morn cannt delay,From dust man come,in dust to stay.</FONT></EM></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><EM><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>Are you disheartened?Never be.Seeking sympathy is not for thee;</FONT></EM></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><EM><FONT color=#cc0000 size=4>Bear life bravely,in reality believe If this be true,can truth ever decieve?</FONT></EM></STRONG></P>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 09 Mar 2008 10:14:33 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/09/Can-Truth-Ever-Decieve.html</link></item><item><title>My Thoughts</title><description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#6633ff size=4>Life is not a bed of roses.Life is not a bed of throns.</FONT></P><BR><P><FONT color=#6633ff size=4>But it is complied of both-As days are of nights and morns.</FONT></P><BR><P><FONT color=#6633ff size=4>If u share a smile rare,There also waits a salty tear.</FONT></P><BR><P><FONT color=#6633ff size=4>Pleasure or pain,loss or gain,Both should bring u cheer.</FONT></P><BR><P><FONT color=#6633ff size=4>Death comes and drives u away.Fear not;u cannt be driven away.</FONT></P><BR><P><FONT color=#6633ff size=4>Ur songs will echo for faithful hearts.Last forever,ever bright and gay.</FONT> </P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home6/661/9df192ab3c28e45c98616c804cff2d93/homep/images/1204982851">]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 08 Mar 2008 18:20:39 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/08/My-Thoughts.html</link></item><item><title>For u</title><description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5><STRONG>Everything u do I was sitting here and thinking of words I want say</STRONG></FONT></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>but they just wont come out so I found a different way </FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>I write this for u but there's no way to thank u 4 everything u do.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>For always being nice to me and staying by my side </FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>for helping me ti fix my problems and never leaving me behind.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>For accepting my thoughts n feelings though u dont understand,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>for never giving up on me and being my best friend.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>For making me laugh n letting me cry,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>and saying u did miss me if I were to die.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>Everything u mean to me u could never know,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>in what all ways u hav changed my Life I could never show.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>The way u take care of me u r my shining star,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>and though its so incredible that's just the way u r.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>now I wanna tell u someting,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>u r my everything.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>As long as we r living no matter when or where,</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>if u ever need me just call I ll be there.</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>I ll climb a thousand mountain n swim a thousand seas</FONT></STRONG></P><P><STRONG><FONT color=#33cc00 size=5>anything to br there because u hav there for me.</FONT></STRONG></P>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 07 Mar 2008 19:04:47 +0530</pubDate><link>http://tanupali.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/07/For-u-1.html</link></item></channel></rss>